කදුලක් නෙතගින් වෑටුනත් හිනා වෙවී ජීවිතය..

මක් කොරන්නද ලෑබීම නෑත්නම්..
ඉවසලා හිටපන් අවස්ථාව එනකම්..
පින් මදි උනාට ශක්තිය තියෙවි..
මෑවු හීනේ අන්තිම ජයමවෙනකම්..

සන්සාරයේ කවදා හෝ හෑකි වෙවී..
ගිමන් හරින්නට වෙර දරා ජය ගත් පිම්මෙන්...
කදුලක් නෙතගින් වෑටුනත් හිනා වෙවී ජීවිතය..
නුබට නුබ පමනයි..එය හොදට තේරුම් ගනින්...

ඈත සිටින් අත  වනාවි ...සතුටු කදුළු ,, සුසුම් සැනසුම් ...

ළග සිටියත් දුර සිටියත් බාධක වලටම  විහිළු කරයි ...

ගෙවුණු දුක්බර මතකයන් කියා දේවි එකම කතාවක් ...

දුෂ්කරය කියා හැර යා යුතුද ජීවිතය .....

කටු පොකුර සිප ගනිමි හෙට ..මලක් වනු පිණිස .....

මං ....

ඔය අහිංසක දෑස කවදා දකින්නද .....මං

ලොවක් නොපෙනෙන මගේ නෙත් දෙකින් ....

හුස්ම නගනා හැටි කෙසේ අසන්නද ...මං

රිද්ම නොනැගෙන මගේ පපුවෙන් ....

යකඩ කෑලි කිහිපයක අමිහිරි මතකය ...

පියවරෙන් පියවර පා තබනා අපූරුවට ආස කලා මං ...

කිහිලි කරුවෙන් ඔය තාලය ගැන සිහින දකිමින් ...

සුදෝ සුදු සිල් රෙද්ද ඇද පන්සල් ගිය මං

අද ආබාධිත පුටුවේ ස්වීප් විකුණමින් ....

යාපනේ අහස වෙඩි හඩින් දැන් නිමයි ...

එදා වගේම නුබ අදත් ලස්සනයි හරිම ..

පුංචි දුවටනම් ඇවිත් තියෙන්නේ නුබෙම ලස්සනයි ..

ඔහුත් ලගට විත් ටිකට් පතක් ගෙන හිනා වී

තට්ටු කලා පපු අගටම වේදනාව මට දුකයි ..

අනාගතේ නුබේ ලස්සනයි මට හරිම සතුටුයි ..

මා දෙස බලා හිනා වෙනවා පුංචි දෝනි පොඩ්ඩ ....

මට අයිති නැද්ද මේ දැන් දකිනා හීනය ..

බොද වෙනවා පේනවා ඇස් අගින් පෙනී පෙනිම ....

හවස් වෙලා , කළුවර වෙලා ඉදින් මගේ මුළු ජීවිතයම ...

[මං .... කලකට ඉහතකදී උබලගේ නිදහස වෙනුවෙන් හැම සතුටක්ම පුජා කල කෙනෙක් ...

දැන් ඉතින් නික්ම්ම නිකන් තවත් පාවෙන මිනිසෙක් ....]

~The lovely wind~

Imagine... 
A sailing ship.. 
You & me on e cabin, 
And am e captain.. 
You are my wind.. 
Gives me the strength to voyage, 
Travel in our own lives, 
Twinkling in my curly hear, 
I remember those dark days, 
With you... 
You and me together was... 
Just ignoring the stupid hurricanes and dusty storms... 

When its e sunny new day, 
And e sea becomes back to normal, 
I look on e sky,and 
watch the birds fly.. 
The obstacle was over, 
And am waiting for the next to come, 
And get it bash in front of my face... 
Like e seasons change, 
It is a matter of life.. 
And we were ready.. 
Even if we weren't.. 
We could face our own destiny, 
Good or bad.. 
Black or white.. 
Yes we could bear any, 
Coz we were strong.. 

Like 
~ the lovely wind..~ 

With the lovely flying fish.. 
And the human dolphins.. 
They were playing with us.. 
Giving us happiness & smile.. 
Just like e happy moments.. 
We got to spend with us.. 
We smiled for hours.. 
And looked in to our deep eyes.. 
With a lot of love.. 
filled even in our every meal.. 

And when we were caught.. 
By pirates-the kings of e sea.. 
They searched for treasures.. 
And nothing got discovered.. 
But our only treasures love.. 
They were amazed & was pleased, 
To let us go with our belongings.. 
Us... 
And all the time it was there... 

~The lovely wind~ 

The kind hearten, 
Most of the time you were genuine.. 
The charming fair queen, 
In every corner in my heart.. 
I was amazed, 
But could describe what I felt all the time.. 
May be it was fate.. 
Finding you in my life... 
And with my life... 
But I Know it was my luck.. 

Like the fairy tales... 
For a goodness of a princess.. 
There will be hundreds of prince charming s.. 
To take your hand..& ask you out... 
No matter what... 
I am attached to you.. 
And to your fragrance.. 
Which makes me a crazy poor little thing.. 
Always begging & needing your only love.. 
As a matter of fact... 
It was just so natural.. 
As your love was so extraordinary, 
Like 

~the lovely wind~ 

Thanks to you.. 
We were still sailing.. 
It will be e perfect life, 
I always wanted for me & for you... 
And it will always be my 

~Loveliest wind~ 
Yours sailing ship..

බලාපොරොත්තුව

ජීවිතයේ.....

අවාසනාව දෝතින් කැටි කරගත්තද...

 බාධක ලග , දෛවයේ සරදම් අභියස......

කිසි විටෙකත් කිසි අයුරින්වත්......

දණ නොනමන්නෙමි........

දහසක් කදුළු මැද....

සිනාසෙන්නට සියදහස් වාරයක් .....

මම...මටම පොරොන්දු වෙමි....

සියයක් බලාපොරොත්තු එක පිට එක කඩා වැටෙද්දී.....

ඒ, මමත්වයේ සියලු පොදි පසෙක ලා.....

එක් බලාපොරොත්තුවක් උදෙසා.....

හුස්ම පොදකට හිමිකම් කියන්නෙමි.....

මම ,නමින්......

බලාපොරොත්තුව වෙමි........

එකිනෙකා පරයා හොදෙහිදීත්, නරකදීත්...

ජයගන්නටම..... නම ගන්නටම......

වැයම් කරනා සොදුරු සමාජයක ......

අවස්ථානුකූල මිත්‍රශීලී සතුරන් මැද ......

හිගමන ව්‍යාපාරයකට සබදුනු සමයක......

පුජනීය ප්‍රේමය,සිනාසුනු සහෝදරත්වය......

එකට අහර ගත් වෙනස් බඩවල් ඇති කල.....

නුබ ලබාගත් නොන්ඩි ජයග්‍රහණය....

ගැන තවත් කුමට කව්කම්ද ?

~The accordion in my heart~

Bumping like a beat box six, 
Which e blood announces music.. 
The accordion in my small heart.. 
Veins keeps me hot and so dark.. 

Playing a rhythm of love & art... 
I used to keep dreaming on e arc.. 
Feel like a king on my own staff.. 
Every thing is easy on my start... 

As she goes up and front... 
I play the whites and blacks.. 
With beautiful random tracks.. 
She dances behind the tabs.. 

On an easy space I go around.. 
Wondering and wandering sounds.. 
Lurking my mind and dreams.. 
Surrounded by Dirty music and dirty notes.. 

I still run here and there...

Lovely September wait with me..

It was a lovely march delight..

The things were in my eye sight..

Leaves were green and so bright..

I saw that face of a little knight..

smiles upon the pure blue sky...

Hands together ready to fly...

April kept me singing my life..

Until I fainted on his smile..

Storm kept a tear for May..

Doctor said its a small way..

Coming for me sooner or late..

He waits for a June so Do my fate..

Trees were alone with her color brown ..

I was in June with a blanket worn..

Counting hair and he made a swore..

To marry me on a July noon & I said don't...

As the nurse said he never went home..

Why me? my mind said, to be strong..

A sweet august just took me home..

With a wedding ring and my head was bold..

My Lovely September..wait with me..

I wasn't much afraid of dying in vain..

But to loose that smile which kept me warm..

Dear September..I wanna grow old and old...

Some Tips to Improve Life Stlye Here are some "Popular Sayings" which will very be helpful for everyone in critical situations.

• Don't compare yourself with any one in this world. If you compare, you are insulting yourself.
• Life laughs at you when you are unhappy... Life smiles at you when you are happy... Life salutes you when you make others happy...
• Every successful person has a painful story. Every painful story has a successful ending. Accept the pain and get ready for success.
• Easy is to judge the mistakes of others. Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes. It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet.
• No one can go back and change a bad beginning; But anyone can start now and create a successful ending.
• If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it. If a problem cannot be solved what is the use of worrying?
• If you miss an opportunity don't fill the eyes with tears. It will hide another better opportunity in front of you.
• "Changing the Face" can change nothing. But "Facing the Change" can change everything. Don't complain about others; Change yourself if you want peace.
• Mistakes are painful when they happen. But year's later collection of mistakes is called experience, which leads to success.
• Be bold when you loose and be calm when you win.
• Heated gold becomes ornament. Beaten copper becomes wires. Depleted stone becomes statue. So the more pain you get in life you become more valuable.

a lunch with a tear...(based on a true experience) by Mashcharms Hope Fdo on Thursday, August 16, 2012 at 12:58am ·

It was the down canteen of the maharagama cancer institute.. 
I came to take my lunch while my visit to the hospital on 14th of august.. 
A small girl of may be 8 or 9 years was sitting...and her family was around an old man...who was getting his lunch... 
All the other members were looking at him.. 
A lady who seems his daughter was comforting his chest from the back.... 
There was so much of care filled in her touch.. 
And a young man was standing with them 
who i thought it was the husband of the young lady... 
Another two women were there and trying to serve more food to the old man who was having the lunch.... 
Trust me....... 
the lunch he was having was just plain rice without any curry but may be with curd or some thing like butter.....
Suddenly a cough... 
He could't bear the pain... 
I saw it in his eyes.... 
Most probably he was having the cancer on his throat... 
One of the most painful cancer types... 
But despite the pain after the cough he looked at his family and smiled..... 
In that point all had tears...in their eyes... 
And then the old man began to cry... 
Hiding his face.... 
In that point only i knew that i was too having tears, 
In my eyes.... 
But the small girl was still smiling and playing around... 
After some time... 
The family was gone.. 
But i was not able to complete my lunch... 

There are thousands of cases which we will never feel until we have the same experience with one of our own family member... 
Or until we see a case in time... 
Don't wait for your own experience....

කාලය නුබ නපුරු වූ සැටි ...

ඔය සුවඳ ....

හසරැල්ල .....

විදගන්න ......

පැතුවා මම .....

හැමවිටම ......,

දෛය්වයයි ....

හරහටම .....

පැමිණියේ ....

කරමි මම ....

ශාපයක් ......

හරස් උන ......

කාලයට.....,

පැය ගණන් ......

ඉකිබිදි .......

මගේ මුළු හදවතම .......

ඔබ නොදැක....

ඉන්නටද ........

මට කුමට ......

හිමිඋනේ.....

මෙ දෑස .....

පාපයක් නොවේවා....

මා පතන මේ......

පැතුම ..........

මට අහිමි ........

ඒ දවස....

කිසි දිනක ......

මතු මතුත් .....

මට හිමි නොවේවා....

මා නැතුව .......

ඔබ තබන....

පියවරක් පියවරක් ගානේ....

යෝධ  බල ලැබේවා.....

ජය නියත වේවා .......

ඉදින් මම .....

සමු ගනිමි .......

සදරැස් ඔබම විය .....

මතු මතුත් හැම භවයේ....

කාලයා මා සමග....

කුලුපගම වේවා......

සදරැස්

මුළු නිල් අහස යට ආදරය සෙව්ව මම ...
හමු වුයේ නුබ පමණි නිල් අහස මට දුන්න....

එවන් යුග ගීතයක් මා සමග හිද ගැයුව.....

සිතනුයේ කෙලෙසින්ද මා එලෙස දන් දෙන්න.....

පුරා පැය ගණනකින් දුටුවේ නැති හින්දා....
ඇස් පියා ගත්තෙමිය ඔබ දකිනු උදෙසා....
නිදි ලොවක තනි වෙලා සදරැස්ව සෙව්වා....
ඇයත් නිදි , මමත් නිදි , අදුර ඉකි බින්දා.....

සද එලිය  වී සිසිල් ,ආදරය පිදුවේ....

ඒ සිසිලසේ සුවද හද පතුලේ ඇත්තේ....
හිරු එලිය වී උනුහුමින් සිප ගත්තේ....

ඒ හාදු වල රසය තොල් අගේහි නිබදේ....

~another sunset with you~

Hoping another sunset with you..

l would die for the purple hush..

Breathing your soul,within black hair..

Just like good old memories,I love..

Wraping my arms,on you..

To reachout our dreams..

Ignoring the stars fall..

Watching your beauty..

Draw my own dearest sunset..

Colours from the brown sea shore..

Canvas of your sweet lovely breath..

Sexy pixels from deep blue eyes..

I am this little young boy..

Waits for your only whisper..

When the lips get closer and closer..

I'll be a pheonix for rebirth..

~on every sunset~

:(((

True love 02

Written by another writer

Saturday, 15 January 2011 12:56

http://www.tharunee.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=247%3Atrue-love&catid=25%3Athe-project&Itemid=119 this was taken by a site on what you see with the link :)))

True love 01

Written by Administrator

Monday, 03 January 2011 13:17

The wedding. Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick, 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23. This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005. Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy. Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions... Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine, Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning. Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie 's constant weight loss. An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception. The other couple in this picture is Nick's parents, very emotional with the wedding and to see their son marrying the girl he fell in love when he was an adolescent. Katie , in a wheel chair listening to her husband and friends singing to her. In the middle of the party, Katie had to rest for a bit and catch her breath. The pain does not allow her to stand for long period of time. Katie died 5 days after her wedding. To see a fragile woman dress as bride with a beautiful smile makes you think... happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts..... lets enjoy life and don't live a complicated life. Life is too short. Work as if it was your first day. Forgive as soon as possible. Love without boundaries... Laugh without control and never stop smiling. Please pray for those suffering from cancer. We all have close to our heart. Keep this going. Prayers are always answered.

~kendarey....!¡(horoscope)~

by Mahesh Fernando Hope on Wednesday, May 18, 2011 at 3:35pm

palamu pemin apa baduna handa..
kendarennam -ahuwey na mema..
apey Randu saruwal nowuna hinda..
kendarey magey adareta keliya..

Ahasey tharu payapu hati dutuwa..
Ey desa balala maliga thanuwa..
Ada ey ahasama mata Erehi wela..
Kendarey mage lokaya bida damma..

Kendarey mata nam epa thaththey..
Adarey tiyenney hith wala ammey..
Aashirwadaya hodatama athi ney..
Diwi mawatha saru wee jaya wanney..

lowatama payana rata athi tharuwen ..
Karaiyda eli ara udayepayana hiru men..
Ewan podi tharu wala ratawa samagin..
Jeewitha gana mona kathada kiypang..

Wishwasaya ,aalaya hithwala athi thura..
Kendara parada true love jaya gaththa..
Randusandu gewal ada Hama thana pirila..
eyala Mulinma balapu dey ara kendarey thama..

Ada 21weni sathawarshaya minisuney..
Agama dhamata ladi wee inney..
Kendara koleta jeewitha noliyanney..
Buduhimi,Jesus, kendara balalada pihita uney?

Rap..

Like e beautiful scars in our stairy scopes..
Where the pictures we got in lovely notes..
oh Shit they talk about our horoscopes..
Where the minds of humans the gods talked?

Sri Lanka is just a small small country..
England is running money with her little dawry..
where did we go wrong~wake up daddy!
Just the way we think and do the things mummy!

Kendarey...shapey magey..
Mata kela karapu ey kendarey..
Ona na mata ey kathandarey..
owa nathuwata adarey hithey athey...

~the end~
;)
Dedicated to all the haters of horoscopes!
People open your eyes.
Don't be so dumb to believe and put your precious life on a piece of a shit paper.
U are the reason for your goodwill and the bad..
You and your determination decides whats best for you,
And your birth time is just a time.
U can make that time useful to world or the same biggest best mistake of god!

ha ha at last i did it!
~kendarey...¡!(horoscope)~
My first reality song,
LoL,
Am sure all the astrology people will hate me when diz goes on S.L networks!
Lol that would be a f.awesome day of likes and double dislikes!
Bullshit Of HOROSCOPES!

I DREAM................

I dream..

by Mahesh Fernando Hope on Wednesday, May 11, 2011 at 1:37pm

To make you mine...
With every smile..

To Support you..
and even cry..

When you need the words..
I will write..

To take you away..
and travel sky high..

To show every place..
which WE used to die..

To Kiss you deep..
with a long smile..

To watch you swim..
when I dive..

To Hear you sing..
when I drive..

To Drop our kids..
with you by my side..

To Hold you tight..
when I lost my smile..

To Keep my face hiding..
when I cry..

To Be the music..
of your life..

To Cuddle you warm..
every movie night..

To Have a pop corn..
feeding you by my side..

To Dance alone..
when the nights arrive..

To touch your face..
with the looks in your eyes..

To feel your faith..
when the clock is  nine..

To Hold your hand..
when I die..

~dizzling tears~ hopes' next song..:)

~dizzling tears~

by Mahesh Fernando Hope on Wednesday, May 11, 2011 at 1:17pm

Oh my dizzling tears..
Tell me your every fears..
I used to smile in ma gears..
Oh smile dizzling tears..

I carry you on my eyes..
Cheeks get red when she cries..
Shes so beauty and so nice..
Smile is just a dream in my life..

Hold me close when I cry..
I want that hug I feel I fly..
Just a miracle..but ends with a cry..
Make me cool..let me die..

Marry me now and feel the smile..
Kiss my head every day in a while..
Give me a child with my own style..
Will name her as mile..the way you like..

Seasons runaway,with my hope..
Don't be afraid,Come near me close..
Give me love,that's all I want..
I had everything,which I lost..

~21 roses for april 4th~

by Mahesh Fernando on Sunday, April 3, 2011 at 9:53pm

some dreams don't come true..

And some even they don't become true..
we can make them in to true..
And this is about a dream I only made true..

~the love of my life~

Am thinking about the 21 roses..
And each got its unique reason for as you are too unique in my life...

1st rose for the word 'yes' you gave me to love u and to be loved by you...

2nd rose for your Innocence that I always liked the best of all..
Coz no other human girl could take that place of you..

3rd comes for the best friend in my life,still making you e one and only 1st..

4th for the day of april,and wishing your day would filled with happiness and warmth by your parents,
brother and all the friends and relatives..

5th for all the happy dappy and sad bad tears and smiles we shared together in life..

6th for the sense you got for me to understand my feelings which made me so comfortable with you..

7th for me being so lucky to have you as my lover..

8th for the at most friendship since 2006 we shared..and we never could stay for awhile departed been out of it..

9th for making me so strong..which you got me handled and cradled in my every up and downs in my worthless life..
And trying to making it worth awhile..

10th for all e secrets we shared in our dreamy world..

11th for the whispers we made of 60 minutes each night talking each and every corner of life..

12th for all the funny escapes and muddy mistakes we've made,and for what we learnt from each experience..

13th for your devoted life and love for me which i could never felt from any girl but from my mum..

14th for all e feb 14ths we'v spent during past years,doing and having nothing special,
Coz every day was so special with you..

15th for you when am with you,and for your playfulness which sometimes drives me crazy and angry... :)

16th for the sweet emergency kisses...

17th for every thing I got in my life because of u my sweet lil rose..

18th with all my teenage love and atmosphere of romance,where we had our huge dreams to be together as soon as possible..

19th which is so uncommon like you,and for the uncommon soul you got in your divine..

20th is for what you are,the awesome girl with my same thoughts and intentions right here standing with me..

21st is just for your b'day which makes me so happy..
coz older you get in age,closer we get engaged...

After reading this you may question,"now where are e roses?"
And the answer isI don't have them..
Cause am poor with money,but rich in words...
And words can make you and your day special more than A Rose...

Lv u my c..
Have a wonderful 21st b'day!!

Umvah..
Yours m..

[2011.04.04]

on the way to a sweet angel ♥

~on The day I make you mine...~

by Mahesh Fernando on Wednesday, April 13, 2011 at 2:12pm

The day of a mid sunlight..-a feeling of calmness..
A clear blue sky without any cloud..-letting me know that every obstacle is gone..
Smiling faces ,i see..but my heart is smiling so loud for you..
I feel am loosing control..like a maniac to dance on the street...
I would love to go to the lonely beach..
With you holding hands..
Trampling every sand dust,laughing on them..
For the troublesome heat they gave us on before visits...
And i will face the sea water like a hero..
Theres no one to blame or punish us and ground us for going beach...
I would sit with you for awhile,
And keeping my head on your shoulder..
I would cry alot more than we did in past..
My heart may brake when you try to make it into a smile,without noticing you got tears on your eyes too..
Everybody giving their wellwishes..
Mouths of haters ,are shut...

~To be continued...~

HOPE: ~dont be afraid...~

HOPE: ~dont be afraid...~: "~dont be afraid...~ by Mahesh Fernando on Saturday, May 7, 2011 at 11:59am mummy -oh please tel me! why did daddy -leave me! I thought..."

HOPE: ~I would be...~

HOPE: ~I would be...~: "by Mahesh Fernando on Thursday, April 21, 2011 at 9:55pm I would be that little kid.. Making all the dumb mistakes.. And getting blamed ..."