the Dark dream of my life,,

it feels so painful..
To smile when its really gone faraway..
Just like acting you are ok..
But still..got stuck in a dark dream..

This is not what I meant to be...
Am used to make people happy..
But today,i feel am lost...
Cause there is only darkness left...

All my dreams..
My powerful intentions..
Things I wanted to have..
All gone like a dark dream...

I..always question...
Mash!are u ok?
He says yes...
For the people who wants u badly...

My roads are vanished..
And am not allowed to dream anymore..
Even to get hurt...but to be occupied by destiny..
Its humour everywhere,
And reality hides..

No more compattionate love..
With less day dreaming outlaws..
And restrictrictions for music..
But unlimitted lonelyness thy..

I was wrong..
Now am so done..
Lost of many hopes..
Every work gets more worse...

This dream of my life..
I wish ,it will never come again...
Fading clouds ya am so done with finding silver lines..