Friday, March 18, 2011

~Away from light..a sway on life..~

(right now my heart is full with set of new words,words that I havent written before I guess.so ,lets get it started...)

Suddenly,I woke up from my dream..
Differently,I was at the door step of my destiny...
Souls were every where searching for something..
They never had their faces,but with red hearts beeping so hard..
I could see the feelings they had right in front of me,it was like transparent...
And found they all had my dreams and wishes of my life...
I started walking with a breeze..,
Figured out I was missing something..
It was my fear...
I found the horizon,Where the pictures hanged every where of my mother..
But never remember or know how those photographs were captured..
or taken...
I found a rose,the beauty,the passion of love..,
just one love...
She had that smile always kept, me going on...
I tried to touch her lips..
couldnt do it,instead it did whisper,like in good old sweet lovely days...
There were this black garden,just like a cemetery with many coffins and memorials..
But with no names...
I laid my hand on one..
It was a mistake of me got carved on it..
And as I finished reading it,it just melted down...
With a white rose blooming there..
Me Realizing mistakes are for the past...
But you gotta learn something from every inch of it...
And I was searching for a new hope...
Been Broken at everything...
But may be not...I started my journey...
Where I met different trees of shadows...
Some gave me support..
And some did made me sad and weakened..
Like the friends of my life...
It was the sea shore..
I heard it from the echoes of my own mind...
but couldnt figure out the direction some times...
That was my bad,may be it was success..
Still i'v been searching for...
I reached the light..and obviously was away from the light too...
And there were the opportunities and there were non some times...
Which It seemed, its a sway on life that turned into a game,and sometimes gets so worse..
Thinking of the bright side..
I could move the options..that I'v got to change..or edited..
Those ash clouds came through and also the small tiny silver lines..
I was so fed up redoing the same hated work..
And fancy as working in a team of my own...
I found codes and genes attached together...
Leading me and my love in to a new subway of our own inventions...
I saw women and bitches too..
Some that took my eyes away for a while and the other smelled like shit on lies& hatred..
Some I trusted a lot and some I let go...
And I drew purple lined arts for music and love...
Looking up above I saw the stars of brightness..
And felt that am ought to win and sometimes loose too...
Clearing my throat I had speeches on my mind leading me in to hell and sometimes to heaven..
Where I couldnt find a difference..
Sometimes tomorrow was so frustrated late and gloomy..
Like the last sleep of my body,aches by loneliness...
Missing my everything I was holding, nothing...
Woke up from the bed...
But the dreams still seems to have a real gesture...

A hope of a new start!

Thank you my sleep....

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