Broken wings...[2nd short story]

A girl with beauty and passion...
She was ok with wealth and health..
Thankful to her parents,she could live with smiles..and with no worries for economic issues..

When she was 19..
She was fortunate to enter the government univercity due to accomplishments of her advance level examination results..
Her name is minushi...
Some called her minu,nushi..


Wihanga was a boy who entered the same univercity...
With many poverty issues..
His dad was gone outta his life from a long time ago..but not from this earth....
He was simple..
But had many dreams for his lil brother and his loving mother,
Who was so fedup educating her both children..
Seeking that they would be good gentlemen someday with great effort and economic & social values...


For the sake of destiney or whatever,
Minu and wihanga fell in love at first sight...
First they were just friends,and then best friends.,
Then became two great responsible lovers...
Minu couldnt eat by her self because her mum had fed her every eating stuff..
So she was sweet and lazy to eat by herself..,and instead her mum she found her life companian to feed her again...
It was a nice ongoing love story..
Until now ,and until minus' parents got to know this by an outter individual...
For the first time tears came between their love..

Rules and restrictions..
Monitoring and checking..
Questioning and limiting..
She was so fedup and had a bad idea about her own parents..

And their love had gone so far..
Socially,mentally and physically..
And both lovers felt normal on that but not the parents...

Also wihanga was stuck with his family economic issues...
He couldnt turn back on his mum and bro..coz they are so helpless with his aid..and support even by a word..
Wihanga lived with tears and fears..
He had this two women ,he loved the most in his world..

Minu was so understandable on these issues and on whatever the things happen..
She never let wihanga fall down..
They were blessed with their own love...
True understanding...
And most importantly with atmost friendship...
Many troubles and issues they had to face to gether...
But they were so in love...
Who always comforted their own selves in tears and cheered in smiles...
One day...



continued from.....

the sky was so black....
and the clouds didnt seem so ok for wihanga..
but...
he didn't knew what was coming to him,
though he realized some thing is going badly wrong...[really bad]

on that day minu wasn't @ the univercity..
she was supposed to come as the before night Telephone conversation..
wihanga was waiting for her ,ignoring his lectures too...
he tried to reach her mobile ,, but her phone was not working or out of reach...
wihanga was so frightened...
he didn't knew what to do...
and his many friends were also looking at him helplessly..
those friends didn't wanted to stay like that... cause both wihanga and minu had helped many of them..
helped as their own brothers and sisters...
but every thing was silent and calm around there ,until wihanga got a call from a strange number...
it belonged to a land line with some odd numbers....
he answers it with shivering hands and in a shivering mind...
:"HELLO is this wihanga...??"
:"yes i am.., who are you please????"
next moment his face became more and more black..
and it became so strange pale....
wihanga couldnt bear it any more ..
he dropped his phone automatically as he fell down on his knees..
"why??why is it me???"

heavy tear drops rolled down his cheeks..
leaving his every friend in a question..
''WHy dude wat has happen..?"

"we have to go to the hospital....
RIGHT NOW..!!!!"

wihanga felt so damn about his life...
every thing he gets close to he looses...
his dads love[he didn't really care about that but].., and now....
he was not so strengthy to walk .. but his friends backed him up...
keeping his hands' weight on there shoulders....

they hurried to hospital and it took few minutes to find the correct ward...
there he stood up....
it was just like a dream....
wihanga could't bear it any more...
he started crying like a small child....
making the whole ward stunned and making every one there so sad!!
some whispered "oh ! that POOR BOY!!"

~continued from..~

Minu was lying on a bed..
Head bandaged..
And some wrist damages..
But she was normal other that..
Inside above all the facts..she was looking so pale..
But smiled seeing wihanga,with heavy tears...
Her dad was on the bed next to her..
With a hand bandaged..
And her mother was standing there watching both her daughter & husband..
Even their relationship was prohibited, no one didn't stop this happening..as wihanga came near minu's
Bed..
They just watched themselves with shiverring tears...
And then...
Wihanga hold her hands and whispered...
''You are safe with me..''
Minu began to cry and told "but my love am incomplete now.."
And lowered her cloth that was covering her both knees...
Wihanga didnt noticed it since he was looking at her beautiful face all the time...
Cause it was the beauty he always wanted to watch even in his dreams..
But now ,,....
Wihanga was confused..
"why what's wrong?"
"So this is just bandages around your legs..
Don't worry sweety..
That will heal with time..."

Minu closed her eyes,and cried...
Again like a baby..
"no baby,i will never walk again..."

"What you mean?"
Wihanga had lost his strength..
And felt his mouth getting so so dry...
He was unable to speak any word...
Those words made him so upset and fall so deep down...

[there was a few silence..]
Wihanga sat beside of minu's bed..
And looked at her again..
She speaked out again..
"wihanga listen,am not normal now,and im not sad even if you wanna leave..
As your lil angel is now seeking a wheel chair..."
"It's ok..
I want you to make your life complete..with some one else who will make you happier,but not with a girl like me.."
Wihanga didn't hear these lines while he was thinking about a way to help minu..
And he felt minu wanted him to leave from her life..
Wihanga took minu's hand and asked,
"Do you love me?"
Minu replied,"ya more than my life"

Then wihanga asked,
"do you think ,I can take care of you?"

"I don't know,but all I know is you were the one for me..."minu said..

"Minu,girly ,don't worry..
Still I got my legs and your love..
Wihanga was so confident on his answer,
As minu's parents understood the real love of him to their only child..
But they couldn't speak anymore other than looking at their own faces all the time hearing the conversation...

"Minu would you like to marry me,when you are ok with the hospital conditions..."

"I don't know baby...
All I wanted is to be with you forever ,but now I don't have my own legs even..."minu cried again..

"but you got my legs..
And I will walk for both of us.."
Wihanga said it with so much of cheerfully..

At that moment minu figured out that she had made the best choice ever...
That she always won her own life and gained the best giving something best in her..

Like she gave her all life to a human faced fairy..
Who always helped and loved so deeply....


~ending~
*Both minu and wihanga completed their univercity degrees ,and wìhanga getting the best outstanding award..with a 1st class..
*their friends had helped them with many issues ..as every campus student got a great example of pure love..
*wihanga married minu..
She wore a wedding frock and every one forgot she was sitting on a wheel chair..when seeing her beauty..
And minu used to have a walk on beach, every weekend..with wihanga..
Who carried her and walked for a lil distance...
*Minu couldnt walk or stand by her own..permanantly,
But she was so lucky to have a husband like wihanga..
*wìhanga took care of his lil bro and of his mum ,and wihanga was able to give them a comfortable life...
*after two years they had twins..
A girl named winu and a boy named minaga...

And still minu had broken wings...
But flyied so far looking her children's faces & smiles...
And most importantly experiencing a best care & love of a lil dreamer who walked by two legs weighing two spiritual bodies..


...and this is why broken wings could be a ray of a little hope...

~the End~

your silence...

Just lying on my bed..
I wish u were here with me..
I wonder did I hurt you..
Considering your silence thee..

It reminds me how we used to talk..
And flirt all over the day..
And I just ask my self..
Where is that past way...

I pretend my smile..
And search for yours..
Looking for that shine..
And the charm face of yours..

Oh!please destiny..
Oh!please the time..
Oh!or whatever it controles us..
Please break e silence..
And let she talk with me....

~sacrifice~{i always wanted to give up poetry,but seems like I can't stop it coming..} :)

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~sacrifice~{i always wanted to give up poetry,but seems like I can't stop it coming..} :)

by Mahesh Fernando on Thursday, January 6, 2011 at 12:20pm

I used to do it always..
Which I thought it was me..
All the time...

Spending a precious time...
Nearly for two hours...
Its all her time...

I wonder now..and I surrender...
I was wrong..and define..
I wish I could stop the time...

Waiting for me...
Sitting and suffocating within a tight...
Waiting for me till our time..

I felt so sad...
And figured out you'v felt the same devine...
So did I..

Its so great..to have someone...
Waiting for you and keep looking...
But I know it's a sacrifice...

I always thought in a while...
From today onwards...
I dnt really care for time...

It may drain my powers..
And I will not overcome my every failure..
But some one is waiting for me...

Such a nice feeling..
That I understood within tears...
And always through sacrifice...


[this work goes to my sweet little lady mermaid C..who waited nearly for a long time..
Am so sad of u and so happy with u..
Which u taught me today what is real sacrifice..
And gave me a special feeling..of 'you are there for me'.. ] ..
Thank u..my innocent fairy boo..

the Dark dream of my life,,

it feels so painful..
To smile when its really gone faraway..
Just like acting you are ok..
But still..got stuck in a dark dream..

This is not what I meant to be...
Am used to make people happy..
But today,i feel am lost...
Cause there is only darkness left...

All my dreams..
My powerful intentions..
Things I wanted to have..
All gone like a dark dream...

I..always question...
Mash!are u ok?
He says yes...
For the people who wants u badly...

My roads are vanished..
And am not allowed to dream anymore..
Even to get hurt...but to be occupied by destiny..
Its humour everywhere,
And reality hides..

No more compattionate love..
With less day dreaming outlaws..
And restrictrictions for music..
But unlimitted lonelyness thy..

I was wrong..
Now am so done..
Lost of many hopes..
Every work gets more worse...

This dream of my life..
I wish ,it will never come again...
Fading clouds ya am so done with finding silver lines..

~Heat of love~

Love will heat us up!

It's been more than four years..
But I had never felt this much...
May be the climate helped me out..
To figure me out it was Heat of love...

The day was so cold...
And I'd rather be on fire...
But could'nt find a place...
To me to feel better than in you..

All the time of that 10minutes..
I was holding your hand so tight..
Trying to hide my whole self in you..
Begging for your Heat of love...

Its just pure and confirmed..
I...just understood...
What That twinggled fingers could do...
Like the own music in me..
Beating my heart in to yours..

Getting so and more closer...
Like a little child seeking for it's mum...
Still shivering me on cold...
Couldnt bearup your departure..

I wished the time stopped..
And every thing in this world we belonged..
But me still holding hands of yours...
I know you wouldnt mind,
Giving me that Heat of love...

It's not the ordinary love...
Or the famous popular sex..
But just a feeling like no other..
At the moment you warmed me holding hands..

Heat of your love...
Still remains in my soul...
Saving me from every cold...
Heat of your true love...

~finding the true meaning of 'stars'...~

What is the true meaning of Stars.....................????
are they planets and suns???
scientifically it ,s most the known truth...
but in here am trying to find the philosophical meaning through my language....-poetry

is it only about Blinking stuff?
no!its not blinking as we see it in the sky...
but it may give light to us...
and make our lives brighter more than we think....,
because stars are meant to be suns or planets.....

Some may ask is this about popular stars that we got to know by RADIO or T.V.....
no,, this is about the true Stars in our life........

as you were born to this earth.....
your care takers will be your mom & dad....
who will be the brightest stars in your world....
but this may be vary with some reasons and acts....

it means each and every child will not get the same,
as described in the before verse....
and some of the stars they get will shine more brighter,than the stars of the universe...
as some may think that light is a trouble...

and mostly the next stars we find ,are friends...
some may bring Light and some may bring the DARK...
And it is up to us to chose the best stars suiting us...
and mostly the choosing may be wrong...and some times not..

and here comes the best part....
this is about finding your real star....
that you will mostly share every thing in your life...
and it will be your light for ever...

and may be the opposite if the things dont work.........and go wrong..
it will be your life companion..
which you should let it discover you...
and that discovery will be finding 'you' as his /her star..and so do you....

on each and every single day.....
you may find it as a sway....
where you have to overcome the difficulties..
and may be let the things go you can't reach...

but most importantly...
to be with what you are...
because that certain star had found you,..
and you have done the same...
[Regarding the unique qualities..]

I think this is the true meaning of the star....
which you have made a choice...
and have dedicated more than you think....
and sworn to let the star shine...

with it's help and deep passion...
Finding a true definition will be so difficult..
if we don't give values to those people who believe in us,..
and have done a lot more to make us happy...

I may not be so successful in dis note may be..
But in real life am trying..
And may this work be a thank u note who has been stars in my world..
Specially,my mum,my c,and my best friends,with sisters,brothers and cousins..

And I do believe u as my own stars..
Who is lighting my life..
Each and every day...
And yet the true meaning of stars may hidden...

Thank you............

~more than a feeling...~

Never know how I could start this...
All the time I did wrote my feelings...
But never ever came up with this...
To carve the words of more than a feeling...

Lovin' you was something I learnt...
By your eyes and deep silent whispers...
Kept me binded to you for ever and blessed...
That he who was me lived in dreams...

That moment..
That kiss..
That extraordinary thing...
That I never couldnt forget...

Been with the meaning for my life...
And when the way is secured for me...
I looked for your foot steps to follow...
And found me lying inside your golden soul..

Just keeping you on my craddle of love...
Combing your hair through my eye sight..
Kissing your fragrance for thousand lonely nights..
More than a feeling-i was alive...

I know this is incomplete..
For the first time in my life..
I was weakened by my own words...
Its you-more than a feeling...

I wonder why do I miss you...
May be the heart aches for you...
Once it was so strong rough and bold...
For today I beg you my sweet angel...

You,More than a feeling...
It was so comfortable...
Keeping you on my lap...
Hidding my head in your heart...

More than a feeling-you gave me...

Dedicated to my sweet angel ...

~invisible tear drops~

Stuck in a world of black & white..
Unseen the beauty of a peaceful mind..
They smile and say,we are alright..
Wonder how I can't do it when everything is a fight...

All those past,for those mistaken actions...
Can't have only the perfect good moments...
Trying to smile..but never had a chance for awhile...
Invisible tear drops..,Stuck in my mind...

People wanna be happy...
Caring themselves insanely...
Making the lies has been so lovely...
When everything is sorted..they treat it so badly..

No use of writing about this human nature..
Darkness will always overcome the goodwill..
Only a few will remain as themselves..and for us...
Sorrow is some thing started when life began on earth..

Wanna break this silence....
wanna help the ones who needed..
wanna watch out for ones who'd be willing to..
helpless man I am,when invisible tear drops...

wanna smile so badly....
and use my freedom freely...
wanna be with my dreams..
and see them come so true....

~sweet memories.......~

sweet memories...
Filled like all the things in mind.....
like flashes and photographs.....
with the ones we used to be with...

wish the time turned back...
where it could happen again and again...
And wishing to experience it just like a song...
Pressing the repeat button...


The love at first sight...
Like a new guitar tune...
Wanting to hear it again and again..
Wishing more sweet memories to come...

Accompanies more instruments..
When it grows seriously...
And happening with more incidents...
A'las a total damn orchestra...

And when the triumph has reached..
Keeping your love by your side..
Again those sweet memories..
Comes round in round...making warm smiles..

When true love is broken..
When you can't hate him/her..
Instead love the memories..
And fool yourself with compassion...

Ready to die for the moments & for the person,
And to take them back..
Heart beats like a kettle drum..
Where the happy scales are performed in mind..

For the first time of the birth of their child..
Tears from that mom & dad...
Thinking about their lil angel...
Made of sweet memories...

Wishing to make him/her as a royal infant..
Cherish his/her every intake with happiness & smile..
The day he/she weds..Flashbacks of punishments,&all the good things in past..
Wishing all the success,With white roses full of guidance..

A Mandalin adding more colors for the chorus..
Making the memories,awesome beauty...
Capturing it from every possibility they've got..
Reaching on to a subway,where the road never ends..

Still they walk together..
Into the beats of music that they never practiced..
But they knew who they were..
And they were meant to be...
~For ever~

So valuable when its memorized...
~sweet memories...~
Coz people in it may change..
But memories don't..
Adding a happy tear and a sad tear,together...

Dedicated to ~C~,

Written because of topic given by my sis
~Andreen coorey..~

And in memory of my lost dead friend
~Ashi j~

And for all who got sweet memories..

Thank you..
Mash Fdo

~hold me not..when am gone..~

It can be tomorrow..Or the day after it..
Will be feeling like yesterday..
But am leaving today...
I'v spent the past mornings..

Saying good morning to you..
And remembered you on every sun up..
Thinking of me & you watching every eve sunset..
And Dreaming together at sleepless nights..

I may not live that pretty much long..
Even though I wanna be with you forever..
Take my every thing..but not her..
I asked death..and begged...He said 'No!'

May be he will take..everything..
Including you & my true feelings for you..
But he never got my soul..
Always Stuck & attached to you..

When the day has come...
The moment I would stop breathing..
Its easy to see tears falling from me..
My eyes trying so hard to see you once..

And I begged him again,the Death..He said 'no!'
But never knew that my soul will be watching you..
And protecting you from every darkness..
Even I can't..I would try my best...

Cant help,I never can't leave you...
I lie on my coffin..Staying calm,what I never could do..
When tears roll down your cheeks..
Hold me not when am gone...

Remember the day we met?It was normal..
but not the days we got so close this much...
Remember the things we shared?It was everything..
that world coulnt even imagine...

I'll be free now..
Saying these all to you..
Hold me not...
When am never ever gone...

Be the music...of my life...

I whisper...
All my sleepless nights..
Thinking of you..
Hoping every thing will be ok...

I dream...
All the dreams that I can imagine..
With you how am gonna spend my life..
Closing my eyes dreaming of you..

I cry...
For all the sweetest moments...
That I couldnt have you by my side...
Life hurts,when you are not there...

I smile...
Thinking that we would be together...
Some day,some way..forever..
Reaching our hands and hearts together..

I watch the sky...
Leaning on the grass ground here..
Wishing you were so near...
So we could scream,damn clear...

I swear...
Ill be with you forever..
Even the world don't want us to see together...
We can make it true..am so sure..

Be the music...of my life...
In return you will not get much better...
But a little smile..that I can be so sure...
That you will not get from a big money letter...

Ill suffer...
For anything that we can be together...
But not for that feeling of missing you for every matter...
Because when I miss you..
Thats a best I can name as a suffer...

~Away from light..a sway on life..~

(right now my heart is full with set of new words,words that I havent written before I guess.so ,lets get it started...)

Suddenly,I woke up from my dream..
Differently,I was at the door step of my destiny...
Souls were every where searching for something..
They never had their faces,but with red hearts beeping so hard..
I could see the feelings they had right in front of me,it was like transparent...
And found they all had my dreams and wishes of my life...
I started walking with a breeze..,
Figured out I was missing something..
It was my fear...
I found the horizon,Where the pictures hanged every where of my mother..
But never remember or know how those photographs were captured..
or taken...
I found a rose,the beauty,the passion of love..,
just one love...
She had that smile always kept, me going on...
I tried to touch her lips..
couldnt do it,instead it did whisper,like in good old sweet lovely days...
There were this black garden,just like a cemetery with many coffins and memorials..
But with no names...
I laid my hand on one..
It was a mistake of me got carved on it..
And as I finished reading it,it just melted down...
With a white rose blooming there..
Me Realizing mistakes are for the past...
But you gotta learn something from every inch of it...
And I was searching for a new hope...
Been Broken at everything...
But may be not...I started my journey...
Where I met different trees of shadows...
Some gave me support..
And some did made me sad and weakened..
Like the friends of my life...
It was the sea shore..
I heard it from the echoes of my own mind...
but couldnt figure out the direction some times...
That was my bad,may be it was success..
Still i'v been searching for...
I reached the light..and obviously was away from the light too...
And there were the opportunities and there were non some times...
Which It seemed, its a sway on life that turned into a game,and sometimes gets so worse..
Thinking of the bright side..
I could move the options..that I'v got to change..or edited..
Those ash clouds came through and also the small tiny silver lines..
I was so fed up redoing the same hated work..
And fancy as working in a team of my own...
I found codes and genes attached together...
Leading me and my love in to a new subway of our own inventions...
I saw women and bitches too..
Some that took my eyes away for a while and the other smelled like shit on lies& hatred..
Some I trusted a lot and some I let go...
And I drew purple lined arts for music and love...
Looking up above I saw the stars of brightness..
And felt that am ought to win and sometimes loose too...
Clearing my throat I had speeches on my mind leading me in to hell and sometimes to heaven..
Where I couldnt find a difference..
Sometimes tomorrow was so frustrated late and gloomy..
Like the last sleep of my body,aches by loneliness...
Missing my everything I was holding, nothing...
Woke up from the bed...
But the dreams still seems to have a real gesture...

A hope of a new start!

Thank you my sleep....