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True love 01

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Monday, 03 January 2011 13:17

The wedding. Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick, 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23. This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005. Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy. Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions... Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine, Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning. Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie 's constant weight loss. An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception. The other couple in this picture is Nick's parents, very emotional with the wedding and to see their son marrying the girl he fell in love when he was an adolescent. Katie , in a wheel chair listening to her husband and friends singing to her. In the middle of the party, Katie had to rest for a bit and catch her breath. The pain does not allow her to stand for long period of time. Katie died 5 days after her wedding. To see a fragile woman dress as bride with a beautiful smile makes you think... happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts..... lets enjoy life and don't live a complicated life. Life is too short. Work as if it was your first day. Forgive as soon as possible. Love without boundaries... Laugh without control and never stop smiling. Please pray for those suffering from cancer. We all have close to our heart. Keep this going. Prayers are always answered.

~kendarey....!¡(horoscope)~

by Mahesh Fernando Hope on Wednesday, May 18, 2011 at 3:35pm

palamu pemin apa baduna handa..
kendarennam -ahuwey na mema..
apey Randu saruwal nowuna hinda..
kendarey magey adareta keliya..

Ahasey tharu payapu hati dutuwa..
Ey desa balala maliga thanuwa..
Ada ey ahasama mata Erehi wela..
Kendarey mage lokaya bida damma..

Kendarey mata nam epa thaththey..
Adarey tiyenney hith wala ammey..
Aashirwadaya hodatama athi ney..
Diwi mawatha saru wee jaya wanney..

lowatama payana rata athi tharuwen ..
Karaiyda eli ara udayepayana hiru men..
Ewan podi tharu wala ratawa samagin..
Jeewitha gana mona kathada kiypang..

Wishwasaya ,aalaya hithwala athi thura..
Kendara parada true love jaya gaththa..
Randusandu gewal ada Hama thana pirila..
eyala Mulinma balapu dey ara kendarey thama..

Ada 21weni sathawarshaya minisuney..
Agama dhamata ladi wee inney..
Kendara koleta jeewitha noliyanney..
Buduhimi,Jesus, kendara balalada pihita uney?

Rap..

Like e beautiful scars in our stairy scopes..
Where the pictures we got in lovely notes..
oh Shit they talk about our horoscopes..
Where the minds of humans the gods talked?

Sri Lanka is just a small small country..
England is running money with her little dawry..
where did we go wrong~wake up daddy!
Just the way we think and do the things mummy!

Kendarey...shapey magey..
Mata kela karapu ey kendarey..
Ona na mata ey kathandarey..
owa nathuwata adarey hithey athey...

~the end~
;)
Dedicated to all the haters of horoscopes!
People open your eyes.
Don't be so dumb to believe and put your precious life on a piece of a shit paper.
U are the reason for your goodwill and the bad..
You and your determination decides whats best for you,
And your birth time is just a time.
U can make that time useful to world or the same biggest best mistake of god!

ha ha at last i did it!
~kendarey...¡!(horoscope)~
My first reality song,
LoL,
Am sure all the astrology people will hate me when diz goes on S.L networks!
Lol that would be a f.awesome day of likes and double dislikes!
Bullshit Of HOROSCOPES!

I DREAM................

I dream..

by Mahesh Fernando Hope on Wednesday, May 11, 2011 at 1:37pm

To make you mine...
With every smile..

To Support you..
and even cry..

When you need the words..
I will write..

To take you away..
and travel sky high..

To show every place..
which WE used to die..

To Kiss you deep..
with a long smile..

To watch you swim..
when I dive..

To Hear you sing..
when I drive..

To Drop our kids..
with you by my side..

To Hold you tight..
when I lost my smile..

To Keep my face hiding..
when I cry..

To Be the music..
of your life..

To Cuddle you warm..
every movie night..

To Have a pop corn..
feeding you by my side..

To Dance alone..
when the nights arrive..

To touch your face..
with the looks in your eyes..

To feel your faith..
when the clock is  nine..

To Hold your hand..
when I die..

~dizzling tears~ hopes' next song..:)

~dizzling tears~

by Mahesh Fernando Hope on Wednesday, May 11, 2011 at 1:17pm

Oh my dizzling tears..
Tell me your every fears..
I used to smile in ma gears..
Oh smile dizzling tears..

I carry you on my eyes..
Cheeks get red when she cries..
Shes so beauty and so nice..
Smile is just a dream in my life..

Hold me close when I cry..
I want that hug I feel I fly..
Just a miracle..but ends with a cry..
Make me cool..let me die..

Marry me now and feel the smile..
Kiss my head every day in a while..
Give me a child with my own style..
Will name her as mile..the way you like..

Seasons runaway,with my hope..
Don't be afraid,Come near me close..
Give me love,that's all I want..
I had everything,which I lost..

~21 roses for april 4th~

by Mahesh Fernando on Sunday, April 3, 2011 at 9:53pm

some dreams don't come true..

And some even they don't become true..
we can make them in to true..
And this is about a dream I only made true..

~the love of my life~

Am thinking about the 21 roses..
And each got its unique reason for as you are too unique in my life...

1st rose for the word 'yes' you gave me to love u and to be loved by you...

2nd rose for your Innocence that I always liked the best of all..
Coz no other human girl could take that place of you..

3rd comes for the best friend in my life,still making you e one and only 1st..

4th for the day of april,and wishing your day would filled with happiness and warmth by your parents,
brother and all the friends and relatives..

5th for all the happy dappy and sad bad tears and smiles we shared together in life..

6th for the sense you got for me to understand my feelings which made me so comfortable with you..

7th for me being so lucky to have you as my lover..

8th for the at most friendship since 2006 we shared..and we never could stay for awhile departed been out of it..

9th for making me so strong..which you got me handled and cradled in my every up and downs in my worthless life..
And trying to making it worth awhile..

10th for all e secrets we shared in our dreamy world..

11th for the whispers we made of 60 minutes each night talking each and every corner of life..

12th for all the funny escapes and muddy mistakes we've made,and for what we learnt from each experience..

13th for your devoted life and love for me which i could never felt from any girl but from my mum..

14th for all e feb 14ths we'v spent during past years,doing and having nothing special,
Coz every day was so special with you..

15th for you when am with you,and for your playfulness which sometimes drives me crazy and angry... :)

16th for the sweet emergency kisses...

17th for every thing I got in my life because of u my sweet lil rose..

18th with all my teenage love and atmosphere of romance,where we had our huge dreams to be together as soon as possible..

19th which is so uncommon like you,and for the uncommon soul you got in your divine..

20th is for what you are,the awesome girl with my same thoughts and intentions right here standing with me..

21st is just for your b'day which makes me so happy..
coz older you get in age,closer we get engaged...

After reading this you may question,"now where are e roses?"
And the answer isI don't have them..
Cause am poor with money,but rich in words...
And words can make you and your day special more than A Rose...

Lv u my c..
Have a wonderful 21st b'day!!

Umvah..
Yours m..

[2011.04.04]

on the way to a sweet angel ♥

~on The day I make you mine...~

by Mahesh Fernando on Wednesday, April 13, 2011 at 2:12pm

The day of a mid sunlight..-a feeling of calmness..
A clear blue sky without any cloud..-letting me know that every obstacle is gone..
Smiling faces ,i see..but my heart is smiling so loud for you..
I feel am loosing control..like a maniac to dance on the street...
I would love to go to the lonely beach..
With you holding hands..
Trampling every sand dust,laughing on them..
For the troublesome heat they gave us on before visits...
And i will face the sea water like a hero..
Theres no one to blame or punish us and ground us for going beach...
I would sit with you for awhile,
And keeping my head on your shoulder..
I would cry alot more than we did in past..
My heart may brake when you try to make it into a smile,without noticing you got tears on your eyes too..
Everybody giving their wellwishes..
Mouths of haters ,are shut...

~To be continued...~

HOPE: ~dont be afraid...~

HOPE: ~dont be afraid...~: "~dont be afraid...~ by Mahesh Fernando on Saturday, May 7, 2011 at 11:59am mummy -oh please tel me! why did daddy -leave me! I thought..."

HOPE: ~I would be...~

HOPE: ~I would be...~: "by Mahesh Fernando on Thursday, April 21, 2011 at 9:55pm I would be that little kid.. Making all the dumb mistakes.. And getting blamed ..."

HOPE: ~Sleepy sunflower~

HOPE: ~Sleepy sunflower~: "by Mahesh Fernando on Thursday, April 7, 2011 at 8:23pm I... Woke up in the morning... Ready to life...Yet sleepy and hollow.. Couldn't..."

HOPE: ~a girl with the last tear~

HOPE: ~a girl with the last tear~: "by Mahesh Fernando on Friday, April 8, 2011 at 12:47pm It seems like e hopes are gone.. But still searching for a new one.. Sometimes wor..."

~Empty~

by Mahesh Fernando on Sunday, April 10, 2011 at 7:32pm

am dead in my mind..
Can't walk with a smile..
You were gone..
Forever and far away..

Doing the right thing is good..
But there wasn't me in your decisions..
Where you always thought of the good sides..
And screwed up the main things..

The life of you and me..
So am gonna be empty..
Until you figure out the things..
And make the things in to right..

Am waiting..
For your stupid mistakes..
Empty but not angry..
What else i could do?

You may think,u giving me e best..
But think once and for all..
Then Why do I feel empty?..
for what i never thought before...

you may think your life is this..
full of sorrow and pain in bliss..
but you never thought of having a smile..
when you got chances,you letting them fly...

helping any one will be good..
but after when you get in to good..
other than a help will be a curse...
when another ones' heart is broken...

I beg for a smile..
Cause its rare for me..
Why do i deserve these tears?
The tears that i cant take out from my cheeks..

empty

~a girl with the last tear~

by Mahesh Fernando on Friday, April 8, 2011 at 12:47pm

It seems like e hopes are gone..
But still searching for a new one..
Sometimes world say its useless,
But the mind says try it once more..

Missing that warmth so badly..
She cries on her graveyard..
so deeply..Searching for someone to blame..
And gets the bad days in return..

When things don't work as wished..
She paints the lovely face in her mind..
Dreaming every night would become a nightmare..
Hoping her fairy would come for help..

Cheeks get red..
heart stops on bed..
Trying to smile,
But pain in a while..

A girl with the last tear..
Waits for her wanted dear..
Cries alone,stands so strong..
For the last hope..for the last tear...

Heart, full of music..
Seeking for her true love..
May she find her wisdom..
For the sake of her lost warmth and best things in life..

Ps:
the note goes to every one who is in pain ,
and thinking about a new hope..
May u be happy forever,and let fate find your joy so easily..
Cheers for u guys!

ashes of cuteness..

~Sleepy sunflower~

by Mahesh Fernando on Thursday, April 7, 2011 at 8:23pm

I...
Woke up in the morning...
Ready to life...Yet sleepy and hollow..
Couldn't figure out why...
Wind..tell me why...
Why is that I don't feel right,after all..
I'm supposed to smile,looking the sun..
And watch the birds love..

Instead,I wanted to hide my face...And cry so hard...
But where is the reason..
I never found the things,Things which am looking for..

These hours keep me lonely..
What a miserable life is this..?
I wanna fly,and explore the world..
A world full of feelings and moments..

But..am stuck in here forever..
Standing alone,waiting for a hope..
But it never came,searching for me..

Bees come and take,
What ever the things they want to..
Price my feelings...and my mind...
Which still am hanging on...

When i was lil..
I wanted to be the dream i wanted..
Yet its gone..
With a curse of my destiny..

Where did it go wrong..?It was only love..
But for him I was just lust..
But my heart never believed in..
Blinded by his own touch..

Then there were multiple..
Which i wanted to resist..
And never could..
Here I am,standing for another bee..

Letting him to price my soul and body..
Still living with a hope..
One day..some one..,
May gift me..His awesome life..For real life..But not for hours...

Am ready to bloom..And to smile and say "am happy"..
But no one will never give me a chance..
To show me through,To show the real girl inside me..
Greedy for life and love..

Let it be..
Let it happen..
Let me smile..
Even before a day i die..

Let me have a family..
Let me have kids..
Let me be the perfect mum...
Let me face the world..

Just as every other female flower..
Just as a beauty of a single bee..
Am not a flower,after all..Am a human girl,with a soul..
Having a broken life..
Loved so much..for a special person ..
In return i got to be....
a prostitute...

let me have hopes..

~I would be...~

by Mahesh Fernando on Thursday, April 21, 2011 at 9:55pm

I would be that little kid..
Making all the dumb mistakes..
And getting blamed by my best friends..
Wrapping my hands with you instead..

I would be that powerless one..
On the day we got so alone between thousands..
Just crying so secretly,even the smile pretend the pain..
Nothing but waiting for you was only the thing i could do..

I would be the one small child..
Who will be a kid to you baby..
Getting sad and mad for every mistake..
Hide and cry so hard in my mind...

I would be the reminder of your dark photographs...
Letting not anybody hurt you..
But it did..sometimes,when we try to meet too..
Poor you,didn't flip e big tears at all..

I would be..
I would be..

I would be your lil *The* hero,one day..
I don't ever forget the pain..
What bought us together so strong..
Even the tears would sing for us..

For what we would be some day..

Hope..

[intro]{a lil sound of hot air comes..
with a twincle sound of a wind chime..
E sound gets more strong..
and then vanishes away..
-then silence..Piano accompanies..}

Girl:
May you Give a little new hope..
I See you on every work I sort..
dreams have reached the limits i got..
its the beginning of a new hope...

{drums accompany}

I raise my hand,to fetch me up..
In case I run,follow with the sup..

by Mahesh Fernando on Wednesday, May 4, 2011 at 3:20pm

I raise my voice,to feel so safe ...
was dreaming,i just woke up then..

[chorus with guitar,drums + brass..]
Give me a hope..to live beyond..
Give me a home..
Love is all i lost..
Hope is all i got..

I walk alone the lonely streets..
No matter how was the creed..
Or the cast its in your dreams..
Love is just everything all i need..

I wish i was strong..
To bare my hunger alone..
Nothing seems to be wrong..
But the thirst is just a storm..

{violin or viola}
Sun keep rising everyday..
They go to school on that day..
But I never found that own way..
May be the hope is on the way..
[fade to chorus]

~dont be afraid...~

~dont be afraid...~

by Mahesh Fernando on Saturday, May 7, 2011 at 11:59am

mummy -oh please tel me!
why did daddy -leave me!
I thought -he'd love me!
but some thing -just hit me!

Today I came to see you,
crying under the shade of you,
I hear the whisper from you,
just wanna have a hug from you,


-CHORUS-
Am here..to hold you forever..
So near..to hug you like no other..
you hear..?iv been with you so longer...
I will never leave you, coz you are my dreamer..

sometimes....
I cry...

sometimes....
I ask why...

every time....
they try...

each time....
I get a sigh...


I see a lot of children...
they walk with their parent...
where is my guardian...
was it me the lost servant...

They come near me saying..
don't be afraid you are saved..
They just got what they need..
Here i am -a broken leaf..

mummy -am leaving you..
Daddy -i couldn't find you..
money is the best- flue..
am just a coin -i knew..

mummy -oh please tel me!
why did daddy -leave me!
I thought -he'd love me!
but some thing -just hit me!