~Holding you close to me....~[2010.10.30]

Its been awhile...

I havnt write about you...

And am not gonna make excuses for that...

Coz you....,

You are not that type of murderous..or insane...

Means am lucky..

And many says that ,with 100% sure....

Today...... am gonna say how I feel when I hold you..close to me....

So close to me...

I...

I just can't explain it to the exact point of view...

Coz what I felt and what i feel from you is not something I can convert in to words..

and to lines...

But...

The way I want to hold you close is...

 

1.to cuddle you face to face so I can kiss your wavy hair...to breath on your deep fragrance of care...

2.to put my arms around you,

we both looking at the ocean with no words spoken..to ensure you ,that i'll be holding you in every sound of nature...

3.to tag your shoulders with my hands,on a ceremony...to make you think,that you are so special infront of any thing...

And yes,you are...

4.to keep my head awake on your bed when only you are sleeping been ill...

5.to hold your hand so gently and watch the dawn & fall of sun...to make a promise that i'll be with you each & every other day...

6.to kiss you deep every night in our dreams and also alive...

To make sure my mind dosn't leave you alone..

Unless sealed with a hug and a kiss...

7.to watch you secretly when you have completely gone to sleep...

To examine your beauty and draw it in my poetry mind...

8.to smile via e phone with you ,been so far away..that i cant reach you at that moment..but to explain you, how i miss you...

9.to talk with your eyes 

and have sex with 'em...

To beg your attention on 

my every birth with only you...

10.to watch you from above when if am dead before you..

And sacrifice my birth time until you rejoin our circle of love once again..

And it may prove to any god or who ever that

'holding you close to me' is my whole life..and my wish of death and birth...

Charms...

Its Me mahesh,ending the ways..i wanna be with you...

While listening to  if i let you go' by westlife...

And my dear charms..

Now you will ever know..

What my life would be...

Holding you close to me...